Sunday, April 13, 2008

It's 3:15 AM

What makes u care for a person?
Why does it tug your heart strings so much when they are unhappy...
Why do you feel guilty that the person is unhappy and you keep thinking at the back of your mind that you are also a cause for the same...
Why do feelings so successfully kept hidden surface to cause so much turmoil within oneself?
why do people to whom you have said good-bye come back and say that the good-bye was never meant to be?
Why is it so easy to care for that one person, who should have always been a friend only?

And How does all this make you sure that the one person in your life now - is the only person who should be there?
Why is that when you close your eyes, you see the only person who has always been by your side, the one you recognise as your husband?
Does this make one's relationship stronger?
Whatever be the issue - when I close my eyes today - I see You, my dear husband... I see your smile, feel your breath and and feel your hug
Why is it that I feel, that it was always meant to be like this only and nothing else??

P.S: Not sure if I'm making any sense with this... But, I miss my husband, which is ridiculous because he is in Mysore for a day and it's 3:15 AM and I'm not sleepy at all... and if I manage to stay awake for another 4 hrs, my maid will come!!


Just a grail said...

It makes perfect sense, you love him. Isn't it funny how you can never seem to sum up in words how much you love someone when they mean everything to you, because even just saying that isn't enough!

Galadriel said...

this is hillary clinton and i approve of this message...
oops, when i saw 3 am, that's the first thing that popped into my head.
but,chin up, he'll be back in a DAY... :)

Cantaloupes.Amma (CA) said...
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Cantaloupes.Amma (CA) said...

It all made sense to me ... you are missing your dearest husband.
Don't forget to tell him the same when you see him soon :)

rayshma said...

these are external stimuli which re-assure u that he's the one for u.
it's a strange feeling... being in love, eh? :)
galadriel: umm... u cud be sued, u know.. ;)

Swati said...

:) Hugs ..Good night sweety

Pixie said...

@everyone: Its good to know that I wasn't totally vague and yes, sometimes external Stimuli is a blessing! :-)
I did tell him and was given an extra-hug because it looked like he missed me too! :-)
(that actually helps more doesn't it?!!)

claytonia vices said...

It's an amazing feeling!!